Aku kembali, supaya ianya pergi.

Sesuatu yang ganjil,

Kalau kita letak kapal kertas hasil origami di atas air,

kita mahu lihat kapal itu terus maju,

biar jauh ke horizontal barat,

sayup dihujung alis mata,

kapal itu menghilang..

Namun hanya satu yang perlu kita sedar,

kapal itu hanyalah helaian hasil daripada origami,

lemahnya bukan terletak pada idea,

cuma hasil kejuruteraan.

Sekali sekala,

biar kapal itu tenggalam,

dirobek badai,

dirodok gelora samudera,

supaya kapal itu tidak lagi kelihatan,

kerana apa yang kita lepaskan, 

adalah sesuatu yang kita tidak ingini,

biarkan ia pergi.

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You're exactly like the rest.

YOU ARE EXACTLY THE SAME LIKE EVERYONE I KNOW.

You can play tunes for that phrase. Happy, anger, bored and sarcasm. Well probably you didn't know that I got it from Gossip Girl. True. I'm not use to that drama. You know, chicks drama. I prefer the gay one, Glee. Because it all about looser. (Show "L" by your finger and put it at your forehead). Because sometimes I feel like a looser.

People come and go. They are really like SPERM (purposely highlighted) . Once ejaculated, it's regenerated then you masturbate again then it goes on and on and on. Well I know, my action of leaving them it's just not because I hate them. It's just because they have the plan of leaving me. Instead of myself get hurt isn't it? I'd been lied couple of times and that was a real good wake up call for me as I realize that I had been treated as sex worker. *Just started to love Adam Levine for the wake up call thing.

I'm not actually building foes. I'm building bunker. To protect myself from continuously being harmed by those who think they can't live without me. Pretend to feel empty without my silhouette come across their bedroom. I'm telling you this. We're friend and never become a couple of enemies. Fighting each other or killing or whatever. We are friend but this heart is not a "one stop centre"  for you to scratch it and leave bruises and cuts. I'm tired to be treated as that. As if I'm old and dirty. Love need appreciations. Loyalty is one of them. If you think you can't afford any of that, stop calling others "my beloved, honey, sweetheart" 'coz they are bitter.

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Poem - Artificial Diary

I cried alone
In this so desert apartment
While cover my body
With this thick blanket

I listen to the radio
And it's 4:30 a.m.
After I had post my last status
On the Facebook

I know I sound silly
But I had tried cover my rage
Even I look happy
With a smile on my face

Please don't look inside me
I don't want you to know
That I hate to see
You fill it with fakeness

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